February 26, 2011

Somewhere over the rainbow.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue,
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly.
Birds fly over the rainbow.
Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?

other things you could be doing with your time spent on Facebook.

you could:

Spend real time socializing with people who is really in your life.


it is sad to see people can't get enough of it, while actually they live with real people around them.
people eats, with another hand operates on their profile. or other people's profile.
we expect photos to be uploaded, and to be commented. while actually what we should do is to treasure the memory.

have we ever thought, that do the people in the social-networking list really care?
like really.
are they going to be the first hand to offer to help whenever we're in the hardship.?, or they are just going to be the first person to click 'LIKE' on our so-called status expression of that hardship.?

my say:
1,2years ago i used to share most of myself on facebook. and then i just realized i was not so into it.
okay. maybe i'm those conservative who prefer the traditional way.
mail me a letter. give me a call. meet me at a cafe. :')

February 15, 2011

do you know how it feels to lose someone who is close to us when we're away from our family and home?

losing her is hard. it is painful.
she was not just a mother in law.
she was a mum, she was a friend.
she was always there when i need. she never fails to help.

you know, this is hard to say. painful to swallow.
because i love her.. for her. not because of her son.

sejak 5tahun ni... dia selalu ada. setiap kali aku tak dapat jumpa kapt.tarzan masa zaman belajar dulu, aku akan balik rumah and spend masa dengan dia. sampai praktikal. sampai kerja. sampai minggu lepas.

kapt.tarzan pernah cakap aku tak independent masa aku bgtau aku rasa tak seronok mummy plan nak balik duduk di kelantan. aku bosan sorang2 dekat sini.
kata kapt.tarzan, aku dependent dengan family.
tapi memang betul apa dia cakap. mummy selalu ada dengan aku.
family aku sendiri pun tak risau2 sangat aku jauh2 sebab ada orang yg tengok2 dan perhatikan aku.


aku masih cuba nak terima kenyataan mummy dah kembali menghadap tuhan.
masih cuba nak percaya yang secara tiba-tiba mummy takde. dalam kepala masih terbayang-bayang saat pertama kali aku tengok mummy dah pergi.......

aku rasa ralat kerana aku tak sempat nak balas segala jasa mummy...
sangat ralat.
sekarang blk keje, tengok rumah rasa kosong sangat... dah takde orang yang expecting dan waiting for me to come home.

for these 5years she had given me love, n she had given me a home..

a person who didn't even have blood related, but had loved me like her own.

and i didn't have chance to pay back. :(
what i can do now is promise to myself to take a good care of her beloved son.

semoga arwah mummy ditempatkan di kalangan orang yang beriman.....

February 13, 2011

Al - fatihah.

my mother in law had passed away on february08 ,2011.
tolong sedekahkan al-fatihah untuk arwah mummy...