marriage: can u give it a try?

orang cakap nak tau kereta tu bagus ke tak, maintainance oke ke tak.. u should igve a test-drive. tengok ia suit dengan ko ke tak. tengok ada aura ke tak.pendek kata, tengok serasi ke tak.and... thats d best part about material thingy.
kalau marriage,,ko bule buat macam gitu tak?bule tak, nak try dulu agak2 oke ke tak ko nak go on.. or kalu tiba2 rasa macam tak brape best tu bule tak kalu cakap "shoot, i tink this not gonna work out. oke thats for now. thank u for trying with me".
wtfd*j%*Gh.. of coz lahhh tak bule kannn..?!i dunno, maybe im kinda commitment-phobic. i just realize. blame it on people nowadays yang kawen kejap da bercerai-berai. ada anak dera sampai mampus. ada spouse tiba2 nak tangkap cintan dgn org lain.mas kawen hantaran juta2, idop xsmpai 2,3tahun da bercerai. wth???suck. suck. suck.
today i said,"cud we do a barter-system here? the rest of the money that i could ask for in d dowry.. could i change it with something else? i would want u to always fall in love with me, fall in love with our kids [someday], and do always fall in love with our marriage."
thats d rest of the dowry that i would expected.whenever the day will come.


coz i believe, if people owez fall in love with their marriage... insyaAllah they would b destined forever, even in the bad time when they feel that they dislike each other.



p.s. kepada org tak guna yang sanggup dera budak sampai mati tu,, ko mmg sial. ko mmg tak guna. semoga ko mati pucuk. dan kena siflis. OKE AKU MEMANG EMO.

tell me something, please.

If you love someone, set them free.
If they come back they’re yours;
If they don’t, they never were.


tapi sekarang banyak modern version about this letting go.

Optimist person akan kata:

If you love someone,Set him/her free …
Don’t worry, he/she will come back .

Over possessive person pulak akan kata :
If you love someone, don’t you ever set him/her free.



aku tak pernah faham apa yg quote ni nak jelaskan.berserah pada takdir ke?hold on ur faith ke?
tolong bagi tau aku apa yg korang faham.

What if he/she changes someday..?

sometimes people think that they can cope with changes.

tambah2 kalau from the beloved ones. sebab dah sayang kan....

but somehow its not that easy.

kalau da kasih dah sayang tu semua bule terima, really??

tapi perlu ke nak menerima and menerima je with arm wide open?

semalam suddenly i got msg from kapt. tarzan,

"actually i wanna ask u wut if i start smoke someday? wut do u think?"

no. no. no.

"kalau ko mmg smoke dr awal, memang sah2 ko bule jadi kawan plg kamceng aku, real bff aku, tp setakat tu jela. i'll never think of u beyond that."

mau je aku jawab gitu. masalah terbesar aku adalah sesak nafas dgn asap rokok.

tp get real lah. dah jadi partner takkan xde tolerate and adaptation. *abeh, nak dia je tolerato ngn ko?*

plus benda tak berlaku pon lagi, so jangan nak meroyan lebeyh2.

and aku tak rasa dia akan smoke coz dia mmg tak suka rokok. knape dia bule tanya cam gitu pon aku taktau.

jawapan aku bg soalan dia adalah,

i really dunno.

tapi mmg betol, time after time people changes.

wut matter most is how u cope with the changes.

my question is,,

what if someday u find out that ur partner is not like what u've expected??

*tak kira la in any way*

bila mak suruh kawen ...

tadi mummy ajak g visit abang kapt.tarzan di sabah end of dis year.

owh tidak bule,, aku perlu berjimat cermat.. so aku bg tau pada mummy pasal plannin kapt.tarzan about taking the next phase.

tapi aku tak tau kenapa mummy lak nak suruh cepat2 kawen. lorh...

aritu masa aku drive gi jB mummy ada cakap dia bg tau kapt.tarzan suruh kawen. oke fine, aku dengar jela.. mcm bukan kene ngena ngan aku. hee.

today ble aku cakap pasal this matter, mummy cakap tak payah engage2 dia nak suruh bernikah. penin. more to aku hairan kenape. kenape cam cepat jek.

well yg aku tau kawen2 ni takde lg dlm plannin aku atau dia utk tahun ni. gile ko aku pon tak finish degree lg ni. and guys always being guys, aku rasa dia pon tak puas lagi nak enjoy single life dia.. *mau meroyan kawan2 pempuan dia kalu dia yg kawen dulu. tp part tengok org meroyan ni aku ske jugak!haha!!*

the most important part is,

kalu mak aku yg beria-ia suruh kawen tu aku faham la.. coz biasa la tu standard mak yg ade anak perempuan.. tp actually, mama aku relax jek takde cakap ape2.

its mummy.

d mum in-law. suruh kawen.

ble mummy in-law aku yg bersungguh-sungguh,, isk haru gak nih. camno nok buek ni haa...

hee dia takot aku larik kot?!

tiba2 rasa mcm nk demam... ngade2 arr ni mesti sbb esok start kuliah. urgh.

warning: perasaan emo oke?

seperti yg di citekan oleh seorang sis-in-law (De) kepada perempuan itu (P) selepas day-out and berbuka...~~

watak tak bernama:

P = perempuan itu

kT = kapt. tarzan

Setting: Living Room

mommy: de, ko kne teman mommy pegi jupe mak P. kite pegila tanda ke ape ke.. *engagement thingy*

de: kite oke je.. tak kesah.. tapi mommy da tanya kT?

mommy: (diam...)

along: along setuju mommy pegila dgn de.

kapt mitten: mey setuju. *haa..? kapt mitten setuju.. apesal rs sedey sket ni?*

de: ni mommy da tanya kt ke?? dia cakap ape??

mommy: dia tak cakap ape pon mommy tanya..

de: haa kite tak kesah tp mommy kne tanya kT tu btol2 bukan taktau dia tu. *mereka mula berpikir mengenai dominan youngest army mereka..*

along: aku kadang2 geram ngan kT ni tau! ... *along da start drama kat cni so kite cut.*

after listened to d rest of the story,,,

perempuan itu..................

Setting: dalam kete

perempuan itu: P tau mommy takot P fed up dgn anak dia la tu.. takot P bekenan kat org laen. along takot P da taknak blk sana nati. i know.

de: hmm....

perempuan itu: ala kalu things doesn't go like it supposed to be P da cakap kat kT aritu P nak pegi sambung master kat oversea. bia jauh2. hahaha..

de: (diam.......) *err oke maybe joke statement itu tak funny. huu~*

agreed plan has been made long time before, so perempuan itu malas pikir mengenai d scene-of-d-act yg dia dengar.

sigh.. btw bukan ke in common life,, slalu nye family lady's side yg risau2 pasal bnde camni? ni terbalik pulak dah.

still, ade some things that really disturbing.

terus emo rasa nak pejam mata and tido terus!

perempuan itu rs kenyang tiba2, mujur dgr semua ni lepas berbuka, kalu tak charkueteow best gile tu mesti sedekah kat org laen.

sigh..

kalu skrg ade transformers kat depan umah pon aku tak layan.

sometimes love comes tied up

in neat little packages.

sometimes it doesn't...