Malay saying.

squirrel can jump eventually fall on the ground as well~

*hampir kena heart attack..*
kesian squirrel tu, agak-agak patah kaki tak.? [tangan ke dada, mata pandang ke atas, senyumm]

Single. Birokrasi tempat kerja.

rasa kecewa jugak bila permohonan cuti dibatalkan. tapi bila dapat arahan hujung minggu pon kena burn -- sebab kena jd lect iringan students punya aktiviti,,, okay dah rasa panas muka. kena pergi jugak-jugak sebab? -- single.tu je.satu perkataan yang agak anti & buat rasa meluat sejak2 kerja ni. sebab semua benda ditolak2 kepada yang 'single'.
single = freedom?
ahh. not anymore.
lepas tu ada rakan sekerja yg lain cakap 'tu la baek kahwin cepat-cepat.'
hmm. kalau lah kahwin tu mudah ibarat nak beli kereta.... [tak boleh dibandingkan dengan ibarat nak beli baju kerana perbezaan itu sangat tak adil.]


dahla weekend ni sangat tertunggu2 & ternanti2. hmm peluang yg jarang2 datang mcm ni hanya partner military people je yang akan faham... even an hour pun means a lot. then, nak melepaskan peluang just sebab tengok budak2 di resort?absurd.

in matter of working-life, i now announce that i HATE being SINGLE.



notakaki: i like my work, but i don't like this package.

Why "normal" isn't a dirty word.

have you ever feeling bored with your work? life? working-life?

Dr. Christ Day, psychologist & author of 52 Secrets of Psychology says that many young women feel that a normal existence isn't good enough. he said that 'normal' is better than being extreme. for example people with extreme jobs often travel so much, or do not have time to engage with leisure that they lose contact [ample communication] with their families and friends.People who have extraordinary lives often have to make sacrifices that many of us wouldn't consider worthwhile.

so many of us are considered as 'lucky' then, it is just we are to preoccupied to realize that. i am not sure how people with extreme job survives their social life, and how it affects people around them. however having my own significant-other in armed forces, have given me chances to witness how work could influence our life entirely. how the military men&ladies wish that they could start working 8am-5pm like other people do, and have the rest of the other time fully to themselves. weekend for themselves. well they hardly get that. the family and i rarely see him & hear from him. and i believe it goes the same with any other military's partners&families.that is just one example, there are many extreme jobs out there. so many..
hence, i consider the rest of us the normal workers are lucky.! :)

Feeling bored with your life is normal - but that doesn't mean you're "boring".
;)




note: Basically today it's already a month i've been engaging with this new career. anyway instead of feel not right i should be thankful because not everybody get the chance like i have.im gonna love love love love love what i do for living.!

i need a space for my self.

mummy tanya, "teruk ke keja cikgu betol?"

aku, "hmm..kenapa?"

mummy, "dulu masa blk dr skola seri pagi u nampak hepy je, skg tak macam tu pon.?"

so its obvious then.

nak cakap pasal teruk tak teruk, mmg la banyak keja guru tetap nak compare dgn masa jd guru pelatih.

tapi yg aku bule jwb pd mummy satu jela..

"kalau other school kena bg 100%, skolah ni kne bagi more than 150%"

tak senang nak jd guru sandaran.

apa lg kalau jd guru sandaran yg intake pertama di sekolah tu.

tambah lg bila orang takde pengalaman macam aku ni awal2 lg kena letak di skola cemerlang..skola kluster. *oh yea cikgu2 laen mungkin semuanya cemerlang, tp bukan aku yg baru nak mula langkah.*

oh ya, kelihatannya cikgu2 di sana takde pon yg ber FB atau berinternet waktu kerja.

current status:

current job *teaching practicum* dah nak abeh. so far aku suka sebab tiap2 hari aku kena guna otak, try and error. aku pemalas sket, masa blaja dulu time nak exam je aku guna otak. hehe.

now tengah hunting for a new one. a.s.a.p.

sebab dari dulu lagi aku mmg sengal sikit dgn cuti2 panjang. i dont like holiday, i like to keep myself busy doing things. ni kan pulak cuti yg never ending seperti ni.. oh tidak!

rasa teringin nak sambung blaja lagi, tp rs di tahap umur ni.. kena cari duet dulu. takkan nak expect mak pak aku sponsor lg kot.

duet penting, duet penting...

mak aku cakap guru sandaran kt kedah just open for application awal2 taun.

setakat aku dok survey2 ni, takde keje2 kt sana yg available yg berkaitan dgn educ, admin, or clerical thingy. kalau ada pon depa nk yg ada experience. so dah out dah kat situ.

"dah abeh blaja nak duduk tunggu apa lagi?" ayat mak aku yg aku setuju. da 7taun aku blaja tak henti2 so nak keja la pulak.

so mak aku agree with d idea aku nak cari keja area sini saja. selangor or kL.

d thing that i dont tell is aku rasa macam nak keja kat johor.

why johor? ntah. sebab area semenanjung mostly aku da penah stay except johor.

dari sekolah da biasa merantau tempat orang, so umur suku abad ni lagi la aku teruja nak cari experience kat tempat laen.

kali ni sorang2. sebab kerja, kan. wah.

btw esok cuti...

Happy Labour Day! =)

bila org bekerja rasa malas nak pergi kerja.

huii seronoknyeee la rasa bila jumaat cuti.

bila arini cuti.

bila esok cuti lagi!

sebab rasa malas nak bangun pagi2... malas nak pegi kul 6.30 pagi...

malas nak jawab salam berkali-kali bila tiap kali students lalu.

bule tak aku jawab,, "hai!"

bule tak?

paling penting, aku la antara orang2 yg paling malas nak pakai baju kurung.

haihh...

baru seminggu kot.... ala lg 11 minggu kurang2 nye.