be safe, my army's parachutist!

Missing someone gets easier everyday, because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will..

If 'hate' is such a strong word, why do we toss around 'love' like its nothing?

siapa-siapa yg tak tengok lagi, sila lah tengok..*untuk renungan bersama...*

kenapa boleh ada perasaan begitu dekat darah daging sendiri?

terutama mak yg melahirkan?

inikah sebab ada peribahasa yg mengatakan

"sayang anak, tangan-tangan kan?"

janganlah macam ni. i pening oke?

sekejap macam ni. sekejap macam tu.

sape ada gossip girl season 3?

or vampire's diaries full episode?

or ade sape nak hire aku jadi baby-sitter anak dia?

Look! the sky is falling!!

i said: " dia nanti terjun... everytime he is parachuting i'll be worry."she said: "oh kawan abg i dulu 2 orang mati sebab payung terjun la."

???seriously? i mean seriously this is the best response that u cud give?? gila tak membina.menyesakkan kepala aku lg ade la. Chicken Little betol laaa..

semalam mummy dia cakap pada aku, "cik ann, dia da nak start training ni." dengan nada yg agak risau. aku dengan cool nye hanya senyum sambil drive keta. tipu la kalau aku tak risau, tapi kalau dah mak nya risau.. takkan aku nak menggandakan kerisauan tu. aku da freak-out waktu awal2 tau dia dapat bridget-para rajd. so cukup la. kalau aku risau memanjang, dia lagi susah hati.aku cerita pada mummy pasal response yg aku dengar dari kawan aku tu. lepas tu aku cakap yg aku belom bagi tau mak aku pasal kapt.tarzan dalam squad para. mak aku punyela warn awal2 taknak future son inlaw yg airforce sebab banyak kes kapal terbang jatuh *dia siap cakap kat mak kapt.tarzan oke..*, ni tengok2 si kapt.tarzan siap terjun dari kapal pulak.... baguih nyaaaa. so aku tgh pikir nati2 la baru aku cakap ble dia dah go for his 1st jump. mummy diam jea, agaknya dia pikir apa respons mak aku kot.
tapi macam uncle tentera pencen yg aku jupe kat kedai basuh keta tu cakap la, "ko kalau nak hidup dengan askar ni ko kena tahan.. ko kena pikir macam askar. ko kena tough." yes aku da maklum. da bertahun2 kot aku dgn dia. so harus la aku tak menambahkan serabut dekat dia. tugas dia ni kena focus gila, main dengan nyawa tuh... u just cant make mistake.aku cuba pikir positive la, keja apa pon semua ada risiko. ajal maut takkan lambat dan takkan cepat.
tapi, frankly i know every time he jumps he'll take risk..until he safely land-down. of course la aku pernah pikir segala kemungkinan2 tu.....tapi tawakal jela..nak buat macam mana?

so, jangan la bagi respons yg negative macam tu... macam da nak suruh aku expecting something bad pulak... :(

friendship is something. and relationship is something else.

masa tengok cite Gossip Girl *ceh gossip girl lagi* then suddenly aku terfikir something,,

kenapa people boleh break a relationship, but not a friendship?

when a relationship is not healthy, we might get away from it. for our own sake. most of the time.

however if a friendship is not healthy, breaking-off from it just like a Taboo words. impossible.

rasa pelik tak.?

try to reason that; i come out with an assumption.

it is because friend lasts forever.

lover doesn't.

you sure arr?? habeh tu orang yg kawen tu apa crita pulak? tak ke partner dia tu adalah companion yg kekal untuk dia??

yeke friend will always be there? takkan seseorang tu akan mengadap kawannnn je sepanjang masa. weh kalau tiap kali susah carik kawan, susah je carik kawan aku rasa mau lari jugak kawan tu haa. kalau partner, tiap kali kau susah dia lari x?

kalau kawan buat perangai, kita sanggup pejam mata. tahann je.

kawan partner buat perangai *same scene*, kita mula la rasa bengang.

who says detaching from a relationship is hard?

detaching from a friendship is damn harder.

tell me something, penah dengar x org cakap "aku da break-off dgn kawan aku." penah?

so memang takde ke istilah breaking-the-unhealthy-friendship?

*note: geram aku dgn Serena n Blair tu, she better off without her. boyfriend buat silly mistake je da break-off. tp bff dia fail kan dia punya Uni application n humiliating in front of people pon bule nak berkawan lg. not healthy. not healthy.

Elmo pulak dah pas tgk gossip girl. hoh!

X.O.X.O.

Careless : I nearly ruin somebody's life!

i used to a well-planned person. as d significant-other would say, i could come out with back-up plan in any time. duh. compliment ker perli tu..however, new words for me now is CARELESS. careless. careless.
sebanyak-banyak incident yang disebabkan oleh careless, which one yang ko rase yang paling teruk ko penah buat?
Careless no. 1i lost my purse while buying groceries at Tesco. and i dont even use money in my purse pon, then i dunno where i put that. balik rumah nak turun keta sedar2 takde. waktu tu meroyan la. nak bagi aku oke, significant-other aku yg offer utk help settle kan benda2 yg hilang. 2,3 hari pastu baru inform kat mak aku. taknak kena mumble.
Careless no.2i went to an Atm machine, masukkan credit card, masukkan duit dlm cash deposit, dapat resit then blahh.. pastu bila singgah kat Jusco nak beli barang, baru realize card tu aku tak amek dr d machine! and that's NOT even my card! that was my future mum inlaw's card! waktu tu taktau nak cakap laa, bila pikir ya Allah apasal la aku bule tak ingat lgsung nak amek card tu....... mummy mmgla bukan type yg marah2 tp rs bersalah sgt wehh.. kelam kabut la aku, mummy n abg teh pegi balik kat bank and obviously la card tu da takde kan.
and the Careless Award goes to......
pagi tu masa nak pegi sekola, aku ternampak a mobile/credit card terlekat dekat bonet keta. aku belek2 mcm card mesra/bonus link je sbb de lambang petronas so aku pon letak card tu atas d other car kat dlm garage. aku pon tak tau kenapa aku tak terpikir nak letak je dlm keta or dalam umah card tu. most probably sbb aku ingat card tu da tak guna dah. then i totally forgot about the card.. until my bro inlw called me and asked ade tak ternampak card dekat keta tu. suara dia macam cuak gila. tak pernah kot aku dengar dia macam tu..then when he talked to mummy baru aku tau card tu card Panglima angkatan tentera! demmmmmmmm.....and Panglima is the highest position in military! and i just wat??? i just made my bro lost the Panglima's card!Pengawal panglima tak sanggup nak pegang the credit card so he gave to the officer who was my bro, and i just did a deed by losing the card. *If anyone yg relates to military akan faham apa consequences yg bule terjadi dr benda2 camni. u would cost ur lives.* even an officer one level higher rank than you pon u need to respect and obey gila, ini kan pulak Jeneral.abehnya, malam tu aku tak tido,, mummy tak tido,, aku rasa brother aku lagi2 laa.. ni yg paling aku rasa bersalah yg amat2......... i dont know how and what he does to fix this. he just tell me, he did settled it already, and so i dont have to worry. baek gilaaa... tak tunjuk marah pon.huhu.
*and yes sampai sekarang aku tak share dgn tarzan, sbb aku tak bule nak expect mcm mn he would react. da la aku nyusahkan abg dia, pastu benda2 tentera lak tu. kalau benda ni jadi kt dia, aku rs lg worse kot. being in military family for these few years, aku da faham sedikit sebanyak the bittersweet of military people.*

pasni kena sila amat berhati-hati dalam berbuat sesuatu, penyakit cuai aku ni makin teruk ni. haih.

it's Monday.. already?

every week will arrive with the most unbearable day, that is called - Monday.Poor lil Monday... what have you done to deserve such 'blues'?but life is not fair, and you're the one who had to take the blame-chair.tsk..tsk.. but who cares?
we still hate Monday!~ =P





Lagu Negeri

Berkatlah Yang Dipertuan Besar

di Negeri Sembilan

Kurniai sihat dan makmur

Kasihi rakyat lanjutkan umur

Akan berkati sekelian yang sedia

Musuhnya habis binasa

Berkatlah Yang Dipertuan Besar Negeri Sembilan

*sila nyanyi lagu negeri di tempat keja/blaja masing2, warming up untuk sekelian rakyat jelata pada pagi isnin*!

Lagu Negaraku نڬاراكو تانه تومڤهڽ دارهكو رعيت هيدوڤ برساتو دان ماجو رحمة بهاڬيا توهن كورنياكن راج كيت سلامت برتختا رحمة بهاڬيا توهن كورنياكن راج كيت سلامت برتختا sila nyanyi cepattttt.....

okey who hates waking up early in the morning after a bliss sunday, please raise your hand and say "I"..~

current status:

current job *teaching practicum* dah nak abeh. so far aku suka sebab tiap2 hari aku kena guna otak, try and error. aku pemalas sket, masa blaja dulu time nak exam je aku guna otak. hehe.

now tengah hunting for a new one. a.s.a.p.

sebab dari dulu lagi aku mmg sengal sikit dgn cuti2 panjang. i dont like holiday, i like to keep myself busy doing things. ni kan pulak cuti yg never ending seperti ni.. oh tidak!

rasa teringin nak sambung blaja lagi, tp rs di tahap umur ni.. kena cari duet dulu. takkan nak expect mak pak aku sponsor lg kot.

duet penting, duet penting...

mak aku cakap guru sandaran kt kedah just open for application awal2 taun.

setakat aku dok survey2 ni, takde keje2 kt sana yg available yg berkaitan dgn educ, admin, or clerical thingy. kalau ada pon depa nk yg ada experience. so dah out dah kat situ.

"dah abeh blaja nak duduk tunggu apa lagi?" ayat mak aku yg aku setuju. da 7taun aku blaja tak henti2 so nak keja la pulak.

so mak aku agree with d idea aku nak cari keja area sini saja. selangor or kL.

d thing that i dont tell is aku rasa macam nak keja kat johor.

why johor? ntah. sebab area semenanjung mostly aku da penah stay except johor.

dari sekolah da biasa merantau tempat orang, so umur suku abad ni lagi la aku teruja nak cari experience kat tempat laen.

kali ni sorang2. sebab kerja, kan. wah.

btw esok cuti...

Happy Labour Day! =)