September 12, 2009

out of the track

recently ni aku sangat serabut. i've been out of the track. path that i shouldn't be.
orang cakap, what goes around comes back around.
true. true. true.
everything comes with price.
i hardly reveal the real me to just anybody.
only to people dear to me.
tapi sometimes benda2 mcm ni bule buat orang shock. and maybe freak out.
bila mana mungkin dorang rasa mcm da kenal orang asing.
and pikir aku mmg macam tu with anybody.
and ditokok tambah pulak dgn anasir2 luar yg menghasut... things are getting complicated.
aku tak faham kenapa ade orang2 yg suka menyusahkan hidop aku?? ape yg syok sgt? adakah hidop mereka sgt bosan hingga perlu begitu???
banyak lagi benda dlm dunia ni yg menarek utk dibuat.



aku ada satu misi utk esok.
misi yg perlu aku setel kan.
semoga org itu tak berubah pikiran. aku perlu bincang ini dgn dia.
supaya aku tenang2 kembali.
supaya tiada lg ribut perang saraf dlm diam.

ya Allah, permudahkan hari esok......


3 comments:

shasha said...

aminnnn...!

The Unconscious said...

You seem to have quite a dilemma recently... I sure hope God will give you the strength and vision to see clearly and make the right choices.
You can blame people for what or how they act - they are humans and all or most of them do tend to act like that. Dont let them to bother you - just focus on what you want and what will make you happy. In the end its about ur happiness and peace of mind.
Gdluck for tmlo...

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