February 26, 2011

Somewhere over the rainbow.



Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue,
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly.
Birds fly over the rainbow.
Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?


other things you could be doing with your time spent on Facebook.





you could:

Spend real time socializing with people who is really in your life.


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it is sad to see people can't get enough of it, while actually they live with real people around them.
people eats, with another hand operates on their profile. or other people's profile.
we expect photos to be uploaded, and to be commented. while actually what we should do is to treasure the memory.


have we ever thought, that do the people in the social-networking list really care?
like really.
are they going to be the first hand to offer to help whenever we're in the hardship.?, or they are just going to be the first person to click 'LIKE' on our so-called status expression of that hardship.?



my say:
1,2years ago i used to share most of myself on facebook. and then i just realized i was not so into it.
okay. maybe i'm those conservative who prefer the traditional way.
mail me a letter. give me a call. meet me at a cafe. :')

February 15, 2011

do you know how it feels to lose someone who is close to us when we're away from our family and home?



losing her is hard. it is painful.
she was not just a mother in law.
she was a mum, she was a friend.
she was always there when i need. she never fails to help.

you know, this is hard to say. painful to swallow.
because i love her.. for her. not because of her son.

sejak 5tahun ni... dia selalu ada. setiap kali aku tak dapat jumpa kapt.tarzan masa zaman belajar dulu, aku akan balik rumah and spend masa dengan dia. sampai praktikal. sampai kerja. sampai minggu lepas.
hmm.

kapt.tarzan pernah cakap aku tak independent masa aku bgtau aku rasa tak seronok mummy plan nak balik duduk di kelantan. aku bosan sorang2 dekat sini.
kata kapt.tarzan, aku dependent dengan family.
tapi memang betul apa dia cakap. mummy selalu ada dengan aku.
family aku sendiri pun tak risau2 sangat aku jauh2 sebab ada orang yg tengok2 dan perhatikan aku.

sigh.


aku masih cuba nak terima kenyataan mummy dah kembali menghadap tuhan.
masih cuba nak percaya yang secara tiba-tiba mummy takde. dalam kepala masih terbayang-bayang saat pertama kali aku tengok mummy dah pergi.......

aku rasa ralat kerana aku tak sempat nak balas segala jasa mummy...
sangat ralat.
sekarang blk keje, tengok rumah rasa kosong sangat... dah takde orang yang expecting dan waiting for me to come home.


for these 5years she had given me love, n she had given me a home..

a person who didn't even have blood related, but had loved me like her own.

and i didn't have chance to pay back. :(
what i can do now is promise to myself to take a good care of her beloved son.




semoga arwah mummy ditempatkan di kalangan orang yang beriman.....


February 13, 2011

Al - fatihah.




my mother in law had passed away on february08 ,2011.
tolong sedekahkan al-fatihah untuk arwah mummy...






January 26, 2011

Budaya sindir menyindir. whatever~~

pelajaran hari ini ya saya kiranya mau ngajarin alternatif menyampaikan mesej secara halus. jadinya kadang-kadang ada cowok-cowok ama cewek-cewek bikin panass hati ibuk ibuk dan bapak bapak. jadi gi mana ya?
gi mana harus ngajarin halus-halus gitu? makanya sila ngelihatin sampel-sampel di bawah....



oh tak jadi pegi tengok movie? cancel lagi eh.. takpe la camne camne pun, saya tak kesah saya ikut aje sume.. tak kesah langsung lah.. :)

(dengan nada yg tenang , mata pandang ke atas , letakkan tangan di dada)


lambat eh masuk kelas? takpe i memang suka tunggu students masuk kelas, lecturer lain tak tunggu kan so i tunggu laa.. lagi pun memang sedap makanan kat kedai mamak tu. :)

(dengan nada yg tenang , mata pandang ke atas , letakkan tangan di dada)




lama tak dengar khabar... it's okay yang penting still breathing kan, kalau tak dengar khabar tu kira hidup lagi la kan takkan la nak check obituary paper ye tak? :)

(dengan nada yg tenang , mata pandang ke atas , letakkan tangan di dada)



pelajaran hari ini, ibuk ibuk bapak bapak ya..
  1. sila keluarkan kata-kata yang indah,
  2. dengan nada yang tenang,
  3. mata pandang ke atas
  4. dan letakkan tangan di dada.

gitu. :)


jadi nya nggak perlu vavi demmit segala. sebut dalam hati kuat-kuat sudaa.~~


nota exam: ilmu prof. sentaphati maknak.

January 24, 2011

Dont think of the things you didnt get after praying, think of the countless blessings God gave you without asking..


The thing is, if my mouth couldn't speak just look into my eyes.
It would explain to you how i feel..



January 19, 2011

Guilty as charged.



hello.
hai i nampak macam sibuk sangat ni sampai tak melawat blog ni. boleh la sibuk dan buat-buat sibuk. hehe. TAPI [okay tapi tu perlu ada] bila bab-bab apply cuti ni macam laju je.
hari esok cuti, hari lusa budak-budak pulak sibuk men'cuti'kan lecturer mereka, jadi lebih baik i mintak cuti saja.
oleh kerana ketua jabatan sudah pindah, jadi pergi jumpa pemangku ketua jabatan. takut jugak nih, rasa macam murid nak jumpa guru besar.
tengah-tengah dia nak sign form, tiba-tiba je dia tanya ...

KJ : "kereta you yang mana??"
Pesalah : "haa..?" [tudiaa start cuak-ness dah..]
KJ : "kereta tu yang coklat tu kan?" [alamak apasal pulak ni...]
Pesalah : "yang coklat....." [jawab slow-slow sebab da rasa cuak]
KJ : "Encik dotdotdot tengok kereta you haritu" [dalam hati cakap mati dah akuuu...mesti ni ketua unit da perasan kete coklat ni salu takde.!]
KJ : "dia dok jenguk-jenguk nampak ada gamba dekat tag tu ada 2,3paku kat bahu."
Pesalah : "haa..? owh. hee. err kalau cuti ni apply max berapa hari ye? " [amboih tukar topic sepantas kilat.!]



fuhh. fuhh.. mati-mati ingat KJ nak cakap pasal 'eh apasal encik dotdotdot tengok kereta coklat tu selalu takde.?!'
rupanya dia nak cakap pasal gamba kapt.tarzan je. ceh.
bila buat benda salah ni memang senang terasa lebih-lebih. erm.
ala biasa la kalau pergi melawat tempat makan tu penghayatan lebih sikitt.. jadi duduk lama-lama sikitt.. :p




January 05, 2011



i takde fan macam dynas mokhtar sehingga i dapat sediakan email khas untuk para peminat.
i jugak bukan rozita che wan yang plan nak pencen tahun 2011 tapi kalau tak pencen pon orang tak 'boo' dekat dia.
i jugak bukan awek Khairul Fahmi sampai satu hari ribu-ribu orang nak jenguk dia cerita tentang apa.

i hanya orang biasa-biasa yang kebanyakan harinya pakai baju kurung tudung selit2 . yang kalau baju kaler oren pon masih pakai kasut warna pink. yang kalau jumpa dekat kedai runcit atau pon Giant sekali pon takkan ada orang kesah.

bak kata orang putih -- "girl next door."



tapi i masih nak share lagu ni dengan sape-sape aje yang ter-sampai dekat site i ni. nak buat lagu sendiri, haih i bukan yuna.
jadi pinjam lagu kumpulan Dewa jela.
dengar la ye, kalau menyanyi kuat-kuat dalam kereta pun sedap. ala malaysia sekarang ni panas sangat, kalau sekali sekala kita bagi hujan apa salahnya.....